as a child, i would walk in my sleep(according to mom), sometimes finding myself outside, in the basement, front yard,etc. each time one of these episodes occured,all i remember was that i always had the same dream that night when it happened. the only thing is, though, that it wasn't a dream. it was more like a sensation, a feeling of buzzing and perpetual motion(nope, never ever did drugs)of going in a square, yes, a square. i could remember feeling and hearing the buzzing, and i always could smell a really funky antiseptic type smell as soon as i was conscious, or awake, or whatever.i would insist to my parents that there were people watching me as i slept, but they just thought i was "creative".
i remember the first time i saw the big eyed alien on the cover of a "rag-mag"in the check out lane. i was about 8. i literally peed in my pants, and was shaking, and could not look at that face any longer. i knew that face, and he scared the @#$% out of me.to this day, whenever i see that image, i get chills, and my eyes will water, nope, not allergies, or emotional tears, scary tears that are just oozing.
around 1992, weird things started happening in my home. my daughter refused to sleep in her room, even threatening to jump out her window if we forced her to do so.(she was 6 yrs old.)also at that time, she began to have bloody noses frequently.
my hubby and i started to have similar weird dreams, where we would both wake up in sweats, feeling very unrested in the a.m.,and would both ask each other why we were shining lights in the bedroom. on one occasion, my neighbor asked why we "had the house lit up like a xmas tree,including the outside"are we loopy?
is this familiar? what should we do? i'm afraid if we delve too deep, we may be subconsciously sending them an invitation to mess with us again (if that's what really happened). please steer us down the right path. thank you.